"I will wait for you" by Official P4CM Poet JANETTE...IKZ

Interesting video!!




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"at the skyfall"

saw the movie weeks ago &
love Adele's lyrics against the intro of the movie..

what could we learn through a study of the intro and song?

what is your source? where did u begin? where are you now? where are you going?
birth, life, death, bravery, courage, danger, togetherness, challenges, justice, country, love,

?? rebirth...are there times when we die and are born again in this life??


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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOXIrqUtjbc

men say trust them and then do all the crap that just proves that you cant trust them

she says " You dont want to be married to me" he says " How do you know"

sometimes we think that we are not worthy enough of being in a relationship. we're not ready. we're not capable.

 the other person is amazing but so amazing that they could do without our junk, our baggage, our emotional problems ..we 're saving them by being away from them or not getting into something..

but the puzzle is that they seem ready for it.
they seem to know us and all our shit but still seem to love us. kinda like Derek's love for Meredith in Grey's Anatomy.  She was a mess but he loved her.  but does that love last?

romance

I was watching Laws of Attraction again today.
everytime i watch a romantic movie my heart ponders and wonders.

will i find a person i can be vulnerable with?  a person who i can share my insecurities with? a person who will listen and understand and know my flaws but not use them against me?
a person who will be kind? a person who will not get lost in emotions but will know and be secure that he loves me? a person who is patient?

is that type of person just in my head; a fictional character found in books and in movies; a creation of our imagination?
maybe lovers and partners are not patient and kind and understanding to that extent that they do not focus on weakness and insecurities of their partners...

maybe it really is just fiction.

men leave their women all the time because of their insecurities and weaknesses......

2nd of December 2012- over a 100 views of my blog  :) :)

i know about God but do i know God??

one kiss

a crush

is it a crush or love? how do you know? i cant stop thinking about him.

i see his face in quite moments. ( i'm even spelling wrong)

what if i when i was talking to him i suddenly moved in close and kissed him?

Does one kiss imply love? or am i just falling into the temptation of lust.

What would it feel like with my lips pressed to his? are we connected through the act?  his lips on my lips. my lips on his lips.  his hands around me.

i think all i want is the kiss. the kiss could determine the future.

could one kiss answer all my questions?

would one kiss let me know if i like who he is?
     would one kiss let me know if i'm ready for a relationship?
would one kiss let me know if we can be together forever?
     would one kiss reveal my true and unconfused feelings for him?
would one kiss dispel all my worries, questions and anxieties about him?
                                     
would one kiss answer all my questions?
or would it just be a kiss.

change

i'm discovering so much about myself recently.
things i like and things i dont like about myself.

so much of what i thought was good for myself actually leads to my destruction. to my downfall. to my plummeting down.

why hurt myself? why jeopordise my future?


there are things i should change about myself.

but by myself i am powerless to change. i cant do it by myself. and thankfully I dont have to change all by myself.

Change leads to growth and development.

                  John 3:30

"He must increase, but I must decrease."

Owl City - Shooting Star

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i need to find something to blog about!!!!!!!

My thoughts at the moment just revolve around justice.......

how can we eliminate injustice in society? I dont think we can.....

read this on facebook

"two best secrets to keep a relationship strong-

1)whenever you are wrong always admit it

2) whenever you are right just keep quiet"

comments anyone?

No More

i talk and people listen but yet they dont hear...

{ its so funny when ur telling someone how bad you feel about something and then they go "oh, great!" }

so maybe its just time to stop talking, stop revealing my feelings, stop saying what I think, stop saying what I feel and say nothing...

just be.

an interesting correlation between a husband's happiness and a wife's misery.

Something I've noticed recently is an interesting correlation between a husband's happiness and a wife's misery.

You can call this the 'happiness scale' ( ya i know its not very original)

The more a husband is happy the more the wife seems to be miserable

and

The more a wife is happy the more the husband seems to be miserable

Its interesting, very funny, how that happens. So you see,over a long period of time, most wives compromising on their happiness so that their husband will be happy and 'fulfilled' , although they would never admit it.

the wife is holding the baby or sitting at home or at a job that doesnt meet her needs while the husband is on top of the world enjoying life and achieving his dreams...

Does it take some one else being miserable for you to be happy? 

??????

most people are very clear about what they dont want

                                                                  but they are not very clear about what it is that they actually want


maybe its what you dont want that determines what you want but then what if what you dont want is used as a covering sheet on a bed which has no bed sheet ; you might have comfort and rest with the covering sheet but you're still on a bare mattress.

people

its amazing how you can be so close to someone, talk to them, respect them  but then some one else tells them something about you and there is a misunderstanding and then you feel , you know that something is not right
they think about you differently
they might not treat you differently but you know somethings different in how they look at you, how they are  with you

you can do everything right, you can fulfill all expectations , you can be the nice girl, the good girl, but then somebody labels you and insults you and other people, people you trusted, they believe it????!!!!!!

we have relationships, we build up trust and then the little things come along, others come along and in a moment that relationship is shattered...
people chose to believe some one else over us...

what do we do then?
do we stay quiet or do we face confrontation?   it will never be the same...

is it that what we did changed everything? or peoples' perceptions changed everything?  and if i want to do something why should i not do it because someone else doesnt agree with it?!

technically i should be able to do whatever i want...and other people creating misconceptions about me shouldnt prevent me from doing what i want...!

exposed

just because you dont see something doesnt mean its not there.
just because ur not exposed to something doesnt mean its not there.

so you need to be exposed to everything, see everything and then make choices.

you cant make blind choices. or can you?

LOVE

we all wait for it. we all long for it.

we desire it.

intimacy. but it requires opening up to someone. letting them in to ur vulnerable, dark side...
would they stick around if they knew these sides to you?

or is it all just about loving and then losing. cause losing is apart of life.  nothings permanent.

Opposites

i used to think that life was simple..good and bad...right and wrong....

but life is never like that...

the good is actually bad

the bad is actually good

what is 'good'? 'bad'?

good may seem bad
bad may seem good

or is it all just word play?

in life it seems that everyone who is dishonest, lying, lustful and hurtful gets what they want and more but everyone who is honest, pure, caring doesnt get even the little things they want, the things they have always desired...!!!!!!!!!!

abstract

Plato's cave theory really got me thinking. The absolute vs the subjective. what we see in life is a shadow of what is really out there. we see life through our own eyes, our own perspectives..

what if we took out our eyes and looked at the world through someone else's eyes?  our perception will change but reality and the absolute wont change. what we see will continue to be different to what really is. but maybe what one person sees is closer to the truth than what another person sees.

and thats the other thing - is truth subjective or absolute? one wonders. 

Is it all just about perception?

What is normal?

What is abnormal?

for e.g 

We expect fidelity in relationships seeing it as normal / monogamous relationships

But what if fidelity is actually abnormal?  And infidelity is normal- polygamous

the moral structures that we have built up in our little worlds seem to be crumbling down but the point is that what if these moral structures were misconceptions to begin with..

we start somewhere..we have assumptions, our expectations but what if the starting line was drawn incorrectly...what if the foundation of the house was not proper...the bricks seemed strong at the time but they wet and shattered inside...the whole world you build up on certain ideals can come crashing down...