i know about God but do i know God??

one kiss

a crush

is it a crush or love? how do you know? i cant stop thinking about him.

i see his face in quite moments. ( i'm even spelling wrong)

what if i when i was talking to him i suddenly moved in close and kissed him?

Does one kiss imply love? or am i just falling into the temptation of lust.

What would it feel like with my lips pressed to his? are we connected through the act?  his lips on my lips. my lips on his lips.  his hands around me.

i think all i want is the kiss. the kiss could determine the future.

could one kiss answer all my questions?

would one kiss let me know if i like who he is?
     would one kiss let me know if i'm ready for a relationship?
would one kiss let me know if we can be together forever?
     would one kiss reveal my true and unconfused feelings for him?
would one kiss dispel all my worries, questions and anxieties about him?
                                     
would one kiss answer all my questions?
or would it just be a kiss.

change

i'm discovering so much about myself recently.
things i like and things i dont like about myself.

so much of what i thought was good for myself actually leads to my destruction. to my downfall. to my plummeting down.

why hurt myself? why jeopordise my future?


there are things i should change about myself.

but by myself i am powerless to change. i cant do it by myself. and thankfully I dont have to change all by myself.

Change leads to growth and development.

                  John 3:30

"He must increase, but I must decrease."

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